Wednesday, June 30, 2010

whyyy.

and i'd yell/emo/scream/sniffle/whatever, except i can't decide which one i want to do first and i most definitely won't be able to do all of them... not now, anyway.

screwww.

third day of school, and i've already failed the diagnostic test (but got in anyway, so yay). and i dumped jap, and now i'm glad i did, since the lessons definitely aren't going to hold my interest much longer.

and i don't even know what i'm thinking right now, and i seriously hope it's just the post-holidays symptom or something.

And you know something's wrong, now that you can't even put your (admittedly rather confused) thoughts down in text without writing it into a narrative, even though... (and here, you pause and sigh, the ideas swirling in your head but refusing to form into tangible words that others can understand). You stare at the screen, waiting for the words, the paragraphs that refuse to come, and finally give up.